the starts were bright and pretty
last night they were very...sharp. it
was one of those nights that you
hate, because you're alone.
this year hasn't gotten off to a
great start...actually nothing has
gone right yet. i wish i could start
over...not just this year but
everything. i wonder what would
still end up the same.
i have changed so much lately, i
have become introverted at school,
i have been doing all my
homework and making straight A's,
i haven't been caring about church
as much, and i have spent less
time with my friends and more
time alone. i haven't been as happy
either, but it sure is helping my
school work and my job.
i don't want to grow up...i don't
want everyone to leave. but then
again if i stay and don't grow up
i will be left behind...alone. and
everyone has to leave...they have
to go be something...someone; i
just need to find out what it is
i can be, so i too can leave.
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